enfadada, hot, asquiada.
waiting for something.
the most active activity is the slight movement of a tree bathed in yellow blossoms.
almost no movement at all.
normal i guess, for life in the desert.
as it should be.
yet incompatible with life as it would be.
i long to soar. miss the adrenalin. want to know what’s next.
longing to feel it’s all for something.
that there’s a higher cause. meaning. something that at some point will be measurable.
and i will get my gold star.
