Okay

the more i think, the more i am confused

the more i analyze, the more tangled up i become

the more i beg and plead for light, the darker my vision becomes

the more i seek answers in the opinions of others, the more i add energy to the frustration i feel

the more i allow the darkness to affect my calm, the deeper it settles in

i will let go

i will tread lightly

i will let life transpire without an expectation of perfection

i will not fear, neither the opinions or disapproval of others

nor my own judgement

i will walk boldly in the knowledge of a loving G-d

and trust He knows my heart

i will let myself learn

i will allow all i believe to be true, to be once again put in doubt

i will allow the light to shine through the confusion of my experiences

I am, and will be, okay.